Friday, October 19, 2001



anger, misery, you'll suffer unto me
Harvester of Sorrow



Thursday, October 18, 2001

Fuck this Title Shit


I cant wait for the weekend. I hate weekdays! only because of work though. I really hate Thursday evenings though because of the class I have. I cant stand the teacher. You know those teachers that just babble about nothing? That is the type of teacher I have tonight. Absolutely boring. Makes me want to pull out my hair just for entertainment.
I dont really have much going on right now, just another fucking boring day. I am looking forward to going to Vegas next weekend though. Cant wait for that.
Damn Mary, I like your hat.
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Tuesday, October 16, 2001

Ramblings


So today is worst than Monday in terms of work. I am bored. I wish that I could chat, but this fucking firewall is killing me. I need to find a job that has room for advancement, not this dead end shit.
I wish that I was out riding motorcycles right now rather than stranded here at work. I am jealous because that is what my friend is doing. On the contrary he is also out of work.
I had class last night, and my classmate is so damn fine. I have so much to talk about in my head when I am at home, then I forget what to say when it comes time to type. That shit always happens to me. I need something to trigger it. Like what Mary seems to do quite frequently. Thanks. Later.

Monday, October 15, 2001

Definition of a Man?


Can somebody tell me what exactly defines a man? I have my own opinion on what defines one. Is it how you take care of your household? your wife/girlfriend? What the fuck is it? Please tell me!!!!!
It looks as if my relationship is now over with my girlfriend. I am kind of happy but also kind of sad. More excited though. Excited that I can now not worry about what the hell she has to say to me for every action I do. I can now relax and come off of my guard. She did teach me a lot about being a better person and showed me the meaning of what it is to care for somebody unconditionally. Which I am grateful. She also showed me what it means to judge somebody. Which I hate. So therefore I dont judge anybody.

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