Friday, September 21, 2001

Easily Offended?


Why is it that because some people deal with others that are easily offended they think that all are that way? I was having a discussion with somebody and they thought that I got offended. For me to be offended, or have my feelings hurt you would need to hit me over the head with a bat. I dont know what has caused this, but it seems that people say things that would offend somebody and I would just take it like any other statement. I actually appreciate when somebody is forward and tells me the way that things are. That is the way that I am, so I expect it in return. Have a good weekend! I hope we continue to email each other, I am interested in talking to you.

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Thursday, September 20, 2001

DEATH


Why do people really live in fear of death? Then they are not really living. It is a fact of life that everybody MUST die, unless you are the fucking Highlander. haha People restrict their life in order to live longer. Of course nobody wants to die, but if I must go then I must go. I am not going to change my lifestyle in fear of death. For instance, people are now scared to fly. WHY??? Is the chance of terrorism more likely to happen now? NO. It is just in the spotlight right now. It seems everybody has forgoten about all of the plane crashes that were occuring. Now it is terrorism. If you are so fucking scared of death then dont fucking go outside or travel. Fuck just shut the hell up about it. You fucking pussy! You are going to die so get over it and live your life while you are here.
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Wednesday, September 19, 2001

Fuck Me


Today is just one of those days that everything you do just seems to build more frustration and anger inside. Normally I am a real quiet and laid back person. So I tend to keep my rage inside. Maybe some of it has to do with my previous post and me dwelling on it.
It feels as if somthing is holding my arms to my side. No matter what I do, how hard I push nothing can seem to break it. When the seal does break I feel sorry for the party next to me.

Confused


Is this wrong what I am doing? I dont think so. I am just expressing myself the way I want to. I dont have to deal with her fury that she always seem to bring towards me. I guess that it is true what they say, thin line between love and hate. Sometimes I feel that my opinion, however abstract or weak it may be, just doesnt have a place in this relationship. Is it me or is it her? I hope that it is not me. When I ask her she says that it is.
I often dont know if I should continue on with this engagement. When she told me yesterday that she didnt want to marry me I was actually happy. It seems that all the tension had been sucked out of me. Then we she flipped it around I nearly slapped the god damned taste out of her mouth. (just an expression) So I really dont know what to do.
I think that one reason that I want to get married is because of my age. I dont want to be single my whole life then again I dont want to miserable my whole life. I would rather pick single.

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Tuesday, September 18, 2001


Fault


Have you ever noticed that some people just can never take fault for their actions? They always seem to have the blame fall on somebody else. Why is it soo hard for people to just admit that it is their fault?
When two people break up, why is there always blame? why cant the reason be that it just didnt work out? One last thing, dont do things in order for yourself to be the innocent one. when all along you are the guilty party just too much of a pussy to admit it.

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Monday, September 17, 2001

Ungrateful Much?


Dont you hate it when people dont appreciate it when you do something for them? I cant stand that. For instance, yesterday I went to the movies. The last time I went I went and purchased a ticket with my girlfriend. Went into the theater and then left and gave a ticket stub to her sister so that she could get in for free. Later in the theater I asked her something about the ticket letting her in for free. Her response was " it was just an idea. You didnt have to do it" So I said fine, to myself I vowed never to do it again. Now this time my girlfriends brother went to go and give the ticket stubs to her sister. Only I wouldnt give him mine. He gets all pissed at me. Then he doesnt want to listen to the reason why I am mad. So his loss. Now if she is mad then fuck her too. They both have no reason to mad. If she was grateful the first time then this whole situation would not have happened.
So if anybody does anything for you please just say THANK YOU. Just saying that will let them continue being nice to people. Then maybe that person will do something nice for another person.
If any of this doesnt make sense I am sorry. My brain tends to spit out thoughts faster than I can relay them to the keyboard.

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Hello everybody. Thanks for reading this. You all must be bored like me. I found this site by looking at a website of a very pretty girl from back East. I would first like to say thanks to her. She goes by Ylogics.
I will be posting quite frequently I hope. This is going to be intended for me to get some things off of my chest in regards to everyday life. If you have virgin ears or dont like my bad language then I suggest you dont read or just tolerate it because that is just the say I speak.
I am a quiet guy that doesnt like to talk too much. I would rather just stay to myself. However recently I have been more expressive, maybe it comes with age for me. If you should have any suggestions or comments for me feel free to email me. second_chance2@hotmail.com.
Talk to you later.


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